i'll always be your girl
wow after trying out the whole campusmoblog thing, diaryland is SO MUCH BETTER. thank goodness. having prata later! but the sun's real hot and i can't imagine having to walk those 7 minutes under the blazing sun to the bus stop. after showering. eww. then after slacking the morning away, i'll get down to either my ki readings or math revision tutorials. i feel like a loser taking h1 math hahas. really. i know i used to say i'd never want to touch math in jc, but it would have been such a challenge. seeing how i'm up for most of them lately. poof! but of course, it aint possible to take 5 h2s. heh. i regret as hell taking econs. anyways, i dont even know why i'm ranting away like that. maybe its because taylor hicks won american idol, and i'm just saddd. cos katharine was just beautiful! and omg. CLAY AIKEN was on the results showw!!! he sang dont let the sun go down on me hahahas after the michael sandecki guy won the impersonation award thing hahahas. that just kinda made my day, until taylor ruined it. oh well. hahas. you know, i think i'm real shallow. like, i read other blogs, and they're all melodramatic if its about love, metaphorical and philosophical about the faith, and me? i'm just plain ol' amanda suffering from verbal diarhhea. hahas. it just makes me feel good talking about the day, because then 5 years from now, i'll still be able to look back and say hey, yeah that's what i did back then. how silly. you know, that kinda thing? i gotta to start learning to love myself. how can i love others without fully loving who i am? that's why i'm saying sorry now, to those i say i love you to, because only from now will i really really truly mean it, because i'm trying. mand heart me. (: hahas. i wanna be cheery and optimistic again!
2006-05-25
sweet / moments
